God supplies and provides the things that we NEED not the things that we WANT.
Hello everybody it's me again. After procrastinating for about a few years, days, weeks, i've decided to blog again haaha and i hope I dont just save this as a draft because previously I've saved a number of posts as drafts and never got to post it LOL
I have so so many things to tell you all but I dont even know where to start with. Hmmm lemme organize my thoughts. -organizing in process plz do not disturb-
OK DONE
Lemme first tell you all about how tiring my week has been even though it's only been like 3/4 days into the week. This week, I have 2 projects, 1 test, 2 tutorials, 1 assignment waiting for me to complete. I have already completed 1 test and 1 of the projects and am currently doing my assignment now, but i still have alot of things yet to do :(
For my project, which is to be completed and presented this friday, HAS TO BE A 30 MINS LONG PRESENTATION. that's crazy man i can barely even present for 5 mins and now it's 30 mins?! wow and my group hasn't even finished doing it yet (we just started doing ystd) oh my gosh. Really praying for extra dosage of wisdom and strength to complete this, wanna give in my best. Regardless of the results, i want to be able to give thanks to You and know that I've already done my best even if it's too late now.
Yup pls allow me to sidetrack for a lil bit while i talk about my ambition/dream/aim.
Many people have told me that im crazy when i tell them that i wanna be a police(obviously not like what you see above, i just didnt want to post some authority copyrighted picture in case i get sued for using it HAHAHAHA)/go to army next time after I graduate from poly. But im kinda serious when i say those things. Beyond the nice uniform that they have, i really admire those that are able to make it to join the police forces and those who are in combat training in the army (like woah, i really want to become one of them). After sending my brother off to army last wednesday, i wanted to join army too because it's just too cool and i dont know what's wrong with me but passion and determination of wanting to join just overwhelmed me. I may not be sure if I will really be determined when the time comes(when i graduate), but for now im really kinda serious that i want to make it come true next time. hahaha God show me your will and your way. is it your calling for me to go be a police/join the army? HAHAHA we'll see about that in 2 to 3 years time. and not to mention, recently, movies that i've been watching are all about police and fighting kind of genres and ohmygosh im even more motivated for it now hahahah
The words may seem familiar to some of you, but if it's not dont worry.
Lemme talk about Praise and Worship service last week. (why do i sound like im giving a lecture or presentation now lol)
Honestly, the words above spoken by the P&W Leader really struck me hard that I couldn't help but say "Im sorry God, Im sorry for not coming as I am to worship you and to praise you"
For some of us, I think that P&W has become a habit and routine kind of thing, that everytime we go for service, we expect the same old "programmes" to be repeated again and again. Instead of coming to God with a true and sincere heart to worship, sometimes, we take it for granted and we just worship because we are told to do so and everyone else is doing it, so why not?
God doesn't want us to go to Him with a strong front, with an act that we are actually worshiping, but God wants us to go to Him just as we are, just as who we really really are.
We worship not because we have problems and we desperately want God to solve our problems, but we worship because we want to put aside our problems and to focus and put God in the center of it. Dont let your problems hinder you from worship. Because at the end of the day, God is still bigger than everything else. God is still victorious even in our darkest of times. God is still faithful even when we feel that the whole world has turned against us.
I think it's amazing how we as sinners, are so unworthy to reconcile with God and yet, God still never stop loving us. So faithful, so constant.
I'm coming back to the heart of worship
And it's all about you
It's all about you, Jesus
I'm sorry Lord for the things I've made it
When it's all about you
It's all about you, Jesus
~ Hillsong United - Heart of worship
