Friday, September 20, 2013

physically tired, Spiritually refreshed

This is exactly how I look like now while typing this blogpost HAHAHA ok maybe not as cute as that cat ^
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Anyway, past two days has been busy busy and busy for me especially yesterday
but im actually thankful that both days were kinda fruitful though heh
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Wednesday: Had Acappella practice in school which was from 430 to 10 but apparently i was late because i was lazy to prepare earlier and had to wait for Joel to get ready and board the bus before i can board any 74 since he stayed at amk too.
SO, i ended up missing 3 buses and UNFORTUNATELY, out of all the double-deck buses, he boarded the single deck one HAHAHA 
Practice was very fruitful though! Initially, I tried for solo for 2NE1's ugly but then Joe said that he didnt really need anymore juniors for this time round's concert so i got moved to the "Jessie J's Wild" group. Being a backing 1 and sop for almost idk how many years of my life, i got asked to learn and sing backing 2 for that song. IT WAS SO STRESSFUL at first because i could hardly catch any notes and the timing for the parts and all but yay finally learnt it (still need to continue practicing though) 
so yeah practice ended LATE, it was already like 10plus close to 11.
Went for supper at Macs together with Joel and Az because i didnt had any lunch or dinner that day so i needed food to keep me alive.
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Thursday: WHAT A BUSY DAY. Rushed for Acappella practice again and without a doubt, i was late again but hey i arrived just on time to practice ok (thank God they started late) 
God sure has His own timing and plan because everything for that day was planned out so perfectly! 
There were timeslots for each item to rehearse on stage in Music Box and the kind seniors actually decided to put "Wild" as the first item to rehearse YAY 
It's not my first time on stage but this time it felt so so different. 
It was one per part and each part has their own individual mics to use and if one person screws up the whole song is screwed and yeah we kinda screwed it up HAHA but it's ok i believe practice makes perfect
rehearsal was from 7-730, ended later than that though and i had to leave immediately to rush to Axis for Music Practice for this saturday's service. 
Thank God for my dad for going all the way to school to fetch me to Axis heh i have the best dad ever.
AND SURPRISINGLY, even though music prac was suppose to start at 730, i reached at 8 plus and they were still doing soundcheck. thank you God for planning out all this so nicely for me :')
practice went great, had many laughs throughout the whole thing. 
Fellowship is truly important to every individual and i truly appreciate every moment of fellowship that i have with people around me. :')
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Went for supper after that with dear Joanne and Donald at amk S11 and we met this auntie on our way there, begging, crying and asking us for money. Truly, we need to open up our eyes to the people in real needs around us but we shouldn't turn a blind eye to people who are out there to scam for money. I pray that  the heart of the woman that we met yesterday will be softened, so soft that she'll realise that all this actions that she is doing isn't worth it at all. Instead, she should find a proper job to earn money instead. God i pray that you'll heal her heart, give her a new perspective of what she really wants to achieve and i pray that God you'll be able to bless her with a job instead of what she's doing right now. :)
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all in all, im thankful for everything that has happened in the past few days!
Pray that tomorrow's service will be a blast. 

God, touch my heart and minister to me before You even use me to minister to Your people. And God, as I serve, I pray that I'll serve with a humble heart, serve with the right motive, that is to glorify Your name. You above all else. And i also pray for good health and voice, not just to sound good, but to be able to serve you to my very best and that people will worship and praise you to their very best because You're worthy oh God.
Thank you God :') 
God > Me.

Wednesday, September 18, 2013

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Hello to the nobody(s) that I'm blogging this to.
No idea why I decided to create a whole new blog here even though I already have a wordpress LOL
but I guess I'll be updating this blog more frequently than my wordpress cuz I'll be using that to post testimonies and happenings regards to more of my spiritual life(?)

Almost half of my holidays are gone and I still have no idea what have I been doing the past few weeks.
I'll be pretty busy starting from next week onwards... gotta go for camps such as the upcoming Leadership camp. Hope NP camp and gotta attend CCA practices for the upcoming concerts as well. 
WHY DID I WASTE MY FIRST FEW WEEKS AWAY
partly I'll have to blame on my weak and retarded immune system. 
been really easily prone to falling sick ever since this holidays.
first, i had horribleterriblevegetable flu cough and what not, and now im down with nausea and headache and so on. LOL the doctor was worried that im pregnant ystd when i went to the docs since i had nausea.
and i have nothing to talk about now.

OH since askfm came to my mind, i shall pen(type) down my thoughts here.
the thing about askfm is that i hate how people are anonymous(even though i know it's meant to be like this)
cuz i get freaking confused to who's asking which question and i always end up answering answers wrongly to the wrong person zzz
oh and i dont get how some people can get so many questions when i hardly ever get 1(note:im not trying to get more questions by typing this. dont misunderstand)
HAHA

heading to bed soon, gotta wake up early tomorrow for A cappella training in school whoopwhoop

I pray for more strength and wisdom in this holidays that i may use it fruitfully to glorify Your name, though I've constantly fall short of Your perfect standard, You still chose to love me and never forsake me. Thank You, God.